Matrix Revolutions
So I finally watched Matrix Revolutions, and I'll say is I like how it ended. Even though I was disappointed in Matrix Reloaded. This third installment redeemed the fascination of the first movie. I'm even watching the Animatrix again right now to remember how everything tied together. It's pretty cool how the writers came up with this vast concept of the Matrix. I thoroughly enjoyed watching this saga.
Vern Dictionary Word of the Day:
RECONCILE: to restore to friendship or harmony
After all this ordeal, I think I'm ready to reconcile what's left of the friendships that have been affected. I've looked past at all the faults and look forward now. I'm now more aware of what's going on and am happy to say that I'm more reserved now. I hope you will forgive me as I have now forgiven you. I would just like to restore the harmony in our lives and be at peace. I know this soap opera will never end, but I'm willing to make the effort to minimize any cacophony that may come to pass.
DAILY RECAP:
SATURDAY:
Ate at Baja Fresh today. Played ball with Justin outside. Then watched Mummy Returns, The Debut, and Matrix Revolutions
Talked with friends like Randy, Becky, Joe, Juanito, Deo, Jamie, Joel, Norbert, and so
STATUS:
Music: None
Mood: Way beyond tired
Food: Jay's Potato Chips
Drink: Orange Juice
Andy Kil
Friends come and go.......My friend Andy has been one of my very good friends since the dawn of my time. He grew up sort of across the street from me. He was my best friend back in the day when we were in grade school. We always hung out all the time, played video games, egged cars, things like that. Over the years since grade school, we drifted apart, but we still talk a good amount. Lately, He has been speaking my mind before I can even formulate the words. Apparently we are still SO alike, despite our Totally Different lives. What he has been going through is parallel to what I've been going through. It's crazy, but then again its not. For example. This poem again I picked up from him yesterday.
Bullsh*t
I look into your face
And wonder what you want with me
‘cause everyone wants something
no one hangs around for free
Your eyes are so sincere
And in your lovely smile I bask
As I wonder all the while
What’s behind your pretty mask?
What underneath do you conceal
Devil, demon, angel, sprite
Are you needy, angry, vicious, lost,
Apathetic, filled with fright?
There’s so many ways to suffer now
And life is so confused
Its no wonder that the bulk of us
are sure we’ve been abused
So why don’t you just spit it out
And lay it on the line?
Take off the guise that hides the truth
Be honest just one time
But the world revolves on bullsh*t
We all balance on the fence
To risk a fall with honesty
I guess just makes no sense.
by: Amneris
Andy, You've always been one of my trusted friends.
Vern Dictionary Word of the Day:
HELP: to give assistance or support to
Help is always asked of me. Even today, I've been asked to help others. After all this reflection, I've been in conflict with myself if I should help these people or not. I don't know. Help is such a strong word. I know for a fact people help ME out all the time, I know I should help everyone out, but Now it's about priorities. I'll help out if I can. But It's hard to help EVERYONE out. Plus I now look at the consequences, cause now I'm more learned and mindful of my surroundings. If I don't have the capacity to help you, I'm sorry, but there are times when my hands are full and nothing can be done. You know I'll try to help you, but I wonder about how you actually feel about me. When you ask me something, think about this for a sec.....are you asking me as a friend? Cause I won't take crap from those that treat me like a machine that will solve your problems. Just Respect me and I will never let you down, cause I ALWAYS have and ALWAYS will treat everyone with the utmost respect.
STATUS:
Music: Laura Pausini - Surrender
Mood: Cheery
Food: Pudding
Drink: Water
Babysitting
Babysitting actually isn't that bad. I love to watch my niece and nephew all the time. I enjoy spending the time with them even though they don't pay attention to me. Its the love I have for them that lets me tolerate them....They're actually cute. So I don't worry. I just love watching them play and enjoy themselves. It funny to sit and just see what they do. For example, sometimes Justin would run around in circles and get dizzy and then fall to the ground. It's cute.
Vern Dictionary Word of the Day:
PURSUE: to find or employ measures to obtain or accomplish : seek
Well, I'm in the pursuit of happiness. Well who isn't. When you want something, of course your gonna take strong measures to make sure you get what you want. Sometimes you'll do ANYTHING, even if it hurts people around you, just to get what you want. Well, I've learned that you have to aware of what's going on when you are pursuing something, cause other people have feelings, just like me. I always would like to be treated like how I treat others. If that were actually true, then I'd be in heaven. Not to brag or anything, but my good nature doesn't always get the return that i'm looking for. It makes me realize that not all people are like me. There are people out there that run over people just to get what they want and they don't care who they hurt. It saddens me that I know some people like that. Plus everyone knows that it's happened to me over and over again. Although I realize now that I should have said something, but I'm too nice and I just let it happen. So when you pursue something, just be mindful of the consequences of your actions.
DAILY RECAP:
Thursday:
Talk about nothing interesting, but then again....I haven't done that much interesting lately.
Friday:
Went to Chemlite to pick up glow stuff for my brother, that's pretty much the highlight of my day. Joy!
STATUS:
Music: Britney Spears - Stronger
Mood: Sleepy
Food: Fig Newton
Drink: 7up
SAYING HI!!!!!!!!
All fares well on the home front. Hope everybody had a happy EASTER!!! I did. Well I watched Kill Bill Vol. 1 for the first time yesterday and it WAS one of THE BEST movies I have ever seen. Talk about One GORY movie. Cinematography was phenomenal. Choiceof music was superb. Uma Thurman, BAD ASS JOB!! she was so good as well as Lucy Liu. Now I'm so hyped to watch Kill Bill Vol. 2 this weekend. I can't wait!
Vern Dictionary Word of the Day:
DENIAL: a (1) : refusal to admit the truth or reality (as of a statement or charge) (2) : assertion that an allegation is false b : refusal to acknowledge a person or a thing
Yes I have finally admitted what has been going wrong in my life, after deny the reality of it. I'm glad that drama has been long since been over and I can talk about it now. But others are still in denial to accept the fact that they were wrong, and that they have wronged me. I don't care about the past anymore. I've learned from it. Just admit your wrongdoings and we can move forth. That's all I really ask for. Quit denying the fact that all of you have used and abused me in one way or another. I know for a fact that all of you at one point have. "Denial is a river in Egypt." Bogus, I am admitting my faults and am trying to reconcile the damage that I have done. I know I'm still hurting from all misconceptions, but as time goes by they will be all good as well. I am no longer in denial. Yeay
DAILY RECAP:
Friday:
Went to church and Hung out with Joe
Saturday:
Hung out with Tim and then Alvic
Sunday:
HAPPY EASTER
Went to church with the family and then our yearly excursion to Ponderosa
Monday:
Not much
Tuesday:
Babysitting and watched Kill Bill Vol. 1
Wednesday:
Babysitting
STATUS:
Music: Marc Anthony - I need To Know
Mood: Bored
Food: Ramen Noodles
Drink: Water
THE STATIONS OF THE CROSS
I just got back from church with my parents. I'm not like a born-again Christian or anything like that but I do believe that I am Roman Catholic. Granted I don't go to church as much as I should, I still have a firm belief in God. Since today is Good Friday, at church the stations of the cross were emphasized. It got me to thinking a lot and today i have A LOT to say. All this is good insight on my well-being and I hope you find a good interest in what I say.
Vern Dictionary of the STATIONS OF THE CROSS:
1st Station: Jesus Is Condemned to Death
How often do I go along with the crowd instead of standing up for what I believe? Jesus, help me to examine my thoughts and actions regarding all those different from me.
SELF-EVALUATION: the act of determining the significance, worth, or condition of oneself
I have come to terms with knowing where things went wrong and knowing what needs to get done. I have assessed my life, and am now doing something about it to better myself. I know it will take a while for conditions to get better, but I am taking it day by day. I have the courage and strength to flush away all the unhappy parts of my life. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel as time goes by. I feel really good about myself and I'm happy how things are turning out. My friends have noticed the sudden change of how I am now than how I was a few months ago. I am more learned and now have a lot more to say and can actually speak to it. The agony of what I went through actually was a blessing in disguise and I am in a way glad to have gone through, because it has opened my eyes to new possibilities. Now I'm more motivated to move forth to where I need to go.
2nd Station: Jesus Accepts His Cross
As we face each cross in our own lives, Jesus walks with us through it. Jesus, help me to be as courageous as you were.
COURAGE: mental or moral strength to venture, persevere, and withstand danger, fear, or difficulty
I am a stronger person now. I now can speak my mind now more, accentuating what needs to be said, and prepared to accept the consequences of my words and actions. I fear no fear no longer. I always used to be the passive one and let others detemine what to do and where to go, but now I have the courage to speak up for myself, cause I am SOMEBODY too. I can now confidently speak my mind and let others know how I feel. I've withstood so much drama and would always bury it inside what I wanted to say, but not for long. I now have the courage of a lion (LEO is my sign anyway). I will no longer be pushed around or stepped on. I AM SOMEBODY!!!!!
3rd Station, Jesus Falls the First Time
Even in his agony, Jesus models true human greatness - gettting up after a fall. Jesus, in your love, prop me up.
SUPPORT : to hold up or serve as a foundation or prop for , to keep from fainting, yielding, or losing courage
This is all you!!! All my friends, THANK YOU all for your continued support as I become a better person. I value EVERY SINGLE FRIENDSHIP. Its the support of all my friends that keeps me up....You all are the FOUNDATION of my well-being. Without you, I would not have been able to look past what happened to me. I feel SO much better thanks to all of you. I have so much more energy, enthusiasm, and high-spirits. I such a high regard on life now thanks to all of you. I also am grateful for the support of my family in helping me see past my faults and pointing me in the right direction. Support is something really needed when you are down. Friends and family CAN HELP A LOT during those frustrating times. I am very fortunate to have very supportive brothers and sisters-in-law......and GREAT friends too. You know you can count on me for support.
4th Station: Jesus Meets His Mother
Mary walks every step with Jesus. Mary, teach us to have compassion for every hurting woman, man, and child, just as you sorrowed for Jesus.
COMPASSION: sympathetic consciousness of others' distress together with a desire to alleviate it
I, indeed, am a very passionate person. I sympathize and worry about everybody all the time. I, for one, don't enjoy enduring any dramatic situation, but things happen, and I know everyone else goes through these spells, and I try to help them through it. I don't like like seeing anyone down. I would always try to help them out. My kindness and happiness usually rubs off on those that are down. Everyone stresses out from time to time and I can help you relieve your stress. I can easily brighten your day. If you ever need to talk to somebody, I'll be there to listen and give you my advice. Whenever I feel troubled, I talk to my friends about it and I always get sound advice.
5th Station: Simon of Cyrene Helps Jesus Carry His Cross
Jesus, help me also to trust the hands that reach out to me when I am in need.
CONFIDENCE: a feeling or consciousness of one's powers or of reliance on one's circumstances , a communication made in faith
Confiding in someone is a very touchy subject for me nowadays. I'm not sure who to trust anymore. There are still some people that I confide in. This is all because I would have a conversation with some people about "things that should not leave the room" You place your trust in them and confide in them with your problem with another person or whatever it is. What would normally then happen is that by the next day or two.....somehow that "another person" would find out. That has happened to me too many times. Many people confide in me all the time, cause I don't backstab others and tell other people. If I have, I'm sorry I never intended it. There are always a lot of things going on and gossip will never stop. When you run out of things to talk with somebody....don't bring up secrets that don't need to be said.....all it will do it just dent or destroy friendships.
6th Station: Veronica wipes the Face of Jesus
Veronica's gesture is a simple but important act of love and compassion. Jesus, help me to take the towel of tenderness to the faces of the suffering around me.
CHARITY: benevolent goodwill toward or love of humanity
I LOVE HELPING OTHERS OUT. It makes me feel good about myself. I would always give up my time for my friends and family whenever they need me to do something. Like for my family, I love to babysit my niece Allura and nephew Justin. It makes me grow closer to those two. I love them to death. My friends I would always help them out, like if they need help moving or if they need a ride somewhere. I would even sometimes take a friend out from time to time all expense paid...(How would you like to get drunk for free and not have to drive?) Whenever I do any acts of charity or generosity, all I ever ask for in return is APPRECIATION and RESPECT. I the kind of guy that would always help a friend in need.
7th Station: Jesus Falls a Second Time
Jesus Identifies and weeps with the abused. Lord, when everything seems too much to bear and I just want to give up, remind me of this picture of you - rising once more from the dusty road.
FAITH: allegiance to duty or a person, fidelity to one's promises
Faith is stuck inside a closed box right now. All the faith I have left is in myself. I've learned that bottom-line you can't trust anybody but yourself. Only you can change yourself for the better. You must have faith in yourself to make these changes happen. I am now a more independent person because of it. It's hard to place faith in other people right now, cause lately most promises to me that have been made by others have been broken. For that matter, I hate it even worse is when they keep putting off what they promised, and keep giving me the runaround. At least tell me you can't do it. I admit I have done that sometimes, and I'm sorry for avoid the reality of the situation.
8th Station: Jesus Comforts the Women of Jerusalem
And Jesus, in the midst of his own suffering, sought to comfort the women in their grief. For Whom do I weep?
PRAYER: an address (as a petition) to God or a god in word or thought
The power of prayer is a magnificent thing. Yes I pray every now and then. I'm not the kind of guy that only prays when I need something. I also pray like when I'm thankful for something or when I'm with the family. I have prayed the rosary several times with my grandmother. I feel that it's something that I should do, because I thank God all the time for giving me a great life with loving parents, with a great family, with many friends, and a great upbringing.
9th Station: Jesus falls a Third Time
Jesus asks his Father for the strength to make it just a little farther because he knows there is still more for him to do. Jesus, you tell us to rest in you when life becomes overwhelming.
DRAMA: a state, situation, or series of events involving interesting or intense conflict of forces
THERE IS SO MUCH I CAN SAY ABOUT DRAMA, but I won't bore you with all the details. It feels like right now my life is a soap opera, with all the LOVE, HATE, DECEIT, LUST, BACKSTABBING, and all those other things that make soap operas great to watch. Almost every day lately something of great interest always happens to me, and learning how to deal with it is whats hard for me. I have experienced A LOT of emotions these past few months that I have NEVER felt before in my life. Learning how to deal with these newly-experienced emotions has always been VERY difficult for me. I can go on and on about the DRAMA. Nowadays I just leave DRAMA out the door and try to make her stay there. If she sneaks in, then I just try to kick her out again. Why can't we all just get along?
10th Station: Jesus is Stripped of His Clothes
By taking human flesh, Jesus made himself vulnerable. How many times have I stripped away the dignity of someone weak and vulnerable by my own words and actions?
CARE: to have a liking, fondness, or taste
EVERYONE that I have ever met, I care about them to some degree. Even if you think I don't care about you, I still really do. If things fall apart between me and a friend, I still care about him or her. I am one to ALWAYS say HI to you. Like if I meet you once, even if I don't remember your name, I will ALWAYS say Hi to you! Even just the power of saying hi just shows you acknowledge that person's presence and care about who they are. I'll never stop caring about anyone I know. Its about the love and respect that I give to others. By showing I care, it always makes them feel good and who doesn't want to feel good?
11th Station: Jesus is Nailed to the Cross
Jesus is going through the dark night of the soul. In the midst of our greatest agonies, all of a sudden, there is nothing...no one.
AGONY: intense pain of mind or body
I have experienced agony OVER and OVER and OVER again these last few months. I went through several depression episodes. It was a very dramatic experience but it was also very enriching. I honestly LEARNED A LOT about myself. My mind was so torn in several different directions because of all that happened. It sucked but I lived through it. Now my mind is back in one piece and is very FOCUSED.
12th Station: Jesus Dies on the Cross
Jesus begs the Father to forgive all his own persecutors. Father, into your hands I commend my spirit.
CONTENT: appeased the desires of, satisfied
I am now content with how I am now. With all the drama behind me, I can look forward to greener pastures. I am happy to have learned from this whole experience. I always enjoy being content. It's a great feeling to have. Basically you then know how to balance your life so that things run smoothly. Now I'll just change little by little so I can adjust myself so that I will always be content.
13th Station: Jesus is Taken Down from the Cross
Mary's grief was beyond words. Lord Jesus, you grieve with us in the chaos and fear of our lieves. During the darkest moments, help us to trust in you completely.
FEAR: to be afraid of
Yes I always feared the worst. I always came up with worst-case scenarios whenever there was a predicament I was scared to deal with. Now I look past the immediate consequences and envision the distant future. I still fear confrontation, but now I am gaining more courage to stick up for myself. I've learned how to deal with fear. For example, I was usually afraid to ask my friends for favors. Now I just look at it as "the worst they would say is 'no'" This has been a good tool for me when dealing with fear.
14th Station: Jesus is laid in the Tomb
They know they're lives will never be the same again. Men and women walk then the way of the cross, even today.
DIRECTION: the line or course on which something is moving
For the past few years I was lost. I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life. Now after all these things that have happened to me, I have a sturdy direction in my life. I have a plan with where I'm going. I know things are still a little rough for me now, but I'm looking towards the future......You'll notice a VAST improvement of my well being over the next few months
15th Station: Jesus rises from the Dead
Help me remember that, through Baptism, I have become a child of God.
HOPE: desire accompanied by expectation of or belief in fulfillment
With everything that I want in life, somethings I can only hope for, because there are a lot of things that I do not have control over. It really is HOPE that drives me to getting closer to the things I can't control.
Now my fingers hurt from typing so much.
Love, Deception, and everything in between
Ok a lot of you are wondering what's going on in my head. Basically, I've been reflecting on all the drama that i have endured these last 4 months. I have LEARNED A LOT and have GROWN A LOT. I've tuned myself to the channel of a better life for myself. I've OPENED MY EYES to reality of where my life is headed. Pretty much nowadays I have A LOT to say, because I want you to know what I have learned, what I have experienced, and what I have realized. I STRONGLY URGE YOU TO COMMENT AS OFTEN AS POSSIBLE PLEASE, cause I'd like to hear what you think about all that I have said.
Vern Dictionary Word of the Day:
DECEIVE: : to accept as true or valid what is false or invald.
Yes, I know it really sucks to be deceived. But it has happened to me time and time again, over and over. I, being naive, fall easily to deception and had to learn the hard way. Even if you are being honest with me, you can easily be deceiving me. Now I've learned better. I know most of the time when people call me, usually they're asking me for something. Just don't give me the run-around. Just ask me. Maybe I'll do it. Just don't IMPLY what you want, cause I won't play games anymore. I'm sick of people duping me into doing things for them when I don't get anything out if it. And it hurts. It means you don't respect me. It means you just care about yourself and not about how I feel. I am THE NICEST GUY you will EVER meet. If I have ever deceived you in any way....I'm sorry, I may not have known that I was doing it. But now that I can SPOT the art of deception, Don't mess with me. Cause I'll know. Just PLEASE, PLEASE be honest with me. Cause you know that I will eventually find out. If you do deceive me, I won't get mad....it'll just hurt me a lot...and it means you don't see me as a friend.
TO MY LOVE:
I am happiest with you, you know that. A lot of the happiest times in this past year have been with you. I even read through this journal for the past year and you can tell, I was SO happy every time I was with you. As the days go by and we grow closer and closer, I am glad it's with you. You know I will never DECEIVE (using my word of the day) you. I have no reason to. You have been there for me amidst all the drama in my life. You have been my bomb shelter as all the "drama" bombs pass by, cause with you there is NO drama. And I thank you for helping me through it and for understanding what has been going on. And I love you for that.
DAILY RECAP:
Monday:
Chilled at Home
Tuesday:
hung out with Jeanette...babysitting the 2 rugrats
Wednesday:
hung out with Vic, Saq, JP, and Pam.....Played HALO for hours
Thursday:
Ron came over. We sat around and talked. I burned him a New Wave cd.
STATUS:
Music: None
Mood: Restless
Food: Pop Tarts
Drink: Pepsi
You are, You make, I will, I love........
This poem came from the heart.......
You are, You make, I will, I love
by Vernon Magsino
You are the one for me.
You are special in my eyes.
You are there when I need you.
You are not like other guys.
You are the first to love me completely.
You are beautiful in every way.
You are the only one I trust.
You are honest with me every day.
You make me feel special.
You make me one happy fellow.
You make me want to be a better person.
You make me feel good to always say "Heyllo!"
You make the best jokes.
You make the most of it whenever we are together.
You make the most clever complements.
You make the effort to see me when you are under the weather.
I will never forget how we met.
I will cherish every moment we share.
I will appreciate what lies ahead.
I will always show you I care.
I will adore you forevermore.
I will never, ever pick a fight.
I will respect all your wishes.
I will honor you every day and night.
I love to have your arms around me.
I love the way you brush my hair.
I love to hear your heart beat.
I love it when you stare.
I love to sit with you and talk.
I love who you are and what you do.
I love to shower you with nifty things like this poem.
I love the fact that I LOVE YOU!!!!
TRUST
Trust.....assured reliance on the character, ability, strength, or truth of someone or something.......one in which confidence is placed. In light of events of the past few months I don't know who to trust anymore. I've always placed a lot of trust in my friends especially my really good friends. Pretty much it always happens like you trust somebody completely until the backstab you or the mistreat you in someway. Even then you would still trust that person, until you realize for yourself that that person cannot be trusted. I've ALWAYS given my friends the benefit of the doubt and believed them even when they have wronged me or short-changed me in some way. Even other friends would say don't trust that person cause they will do it again and again. Pretty much I've always let that trust slide....until I realize it for myself. This all ties into Honesty, Integrity, and Respect. Cause how can you honestly trust someone who doesn't even respect you for who you are? I am a genuine good-natured person. For me not to trust you TAKES A LOT. Besides my family nowadays there are still a few people that I COMPLETELY TRUST. Its hard now to find those friends that will hold your conversations in confidence. Then only to find out the next day that person tells others about what you said. That's just not right. It's about TRUST
HONESTY AND INTEGRITY
Honesty and Integrity. Two very noble ideas. Someone once said to me that I need to work on my honesty and integrity. Well i have reevaluated myself and am a person of honesty and integrity. Lies will get you nowhere. Even if you say you are not telling the "whole truth" it's still a lie. It's a lie if you intended not to let the other person know what's really going on. To achieve this stature YOU have to be HONEST with YOURSELF first and know what is morally right or wrong. If you are honest with yourself and you RESPECT yourself....then you will be able to prove your worth to others. It's all about having a direction in life. You need to have the common decency of respecting others and their worth. If you value yourself, then you have an idea of being a person of integrity. You need to be true to yourself, then honesty and Integrity will come into play.
DAILY RECAP:
Sunday:
Went to church for Palm Sunday. nothing else much interesting.
Monday:
hung out at home, joy!!!
JOY
Joy....the emotion evoked by well-being, success, or good fortune or by the prospect of possessing what one desires. That is how I feel this very moment. I'm very happy and vivacious.......For those who know, you know why. I'm in a state of bliss. I don't think I've ever been THIS happy in my life. Everything is now making sense and I love it. I hope this feeling never ends. Yes of course I'm glowing :). My aura has never been this bright ever...and I'm glad. Glad to have finally found what I was looking for......Happiness and JOY!!!! I don't think there can be anything that will take this joy away. It will forever be instilled in my heart. I love what I have......I will always be in this eternal state of........JOY
DAILY RECAP:
Friday:
Babysitting Allura and Justin.....and Lots of sleep
Saturday:
In school for lab..
RESPECT
Respect is all I ask for. All my life, everyone has respected me for what I can do or what I can offer. I am a jack-of-all-trades. I can get things done. I am a very generous person in giving up my time for others or help them out in many ways. Suffice to say, I very rarely say no to anybody, which can be a bad thing. I am a good-natured person. I NEVER get angry or mad at anybody. I realize that my good heart does have a major flaw, WHICH is letting people walk all over me and take advantage of me with what I can do and can offer. For many years my conscience Stephano has tried to tell me over and over to start saying NO to people. Basically he wanted me to always think about what I get out of the situation, before deciding if I should help him or her out. Because everybody, ESPECIALLY my CLOSEST friends, have always walked all over me and used me cause they know that I would ALWAYS help them out, cause that's how I am. I always thought helping others out always made me happy. I don't regret helping everyone out. But NOW, I FULLY, FINALLY understand Stephano's meaning behind why I should say NO, and why I should always assess every situation. It's all about RESPECT. I've realized everyone just takes, takes, takes, from me until they can bleed me dry. They respect me for what I can do or what I can offer; BUT!!! They don't RESPECT ME. They don't RESPECT the fact that I have feelings too. Because I never get mad, they use that fact to take advantage of my services; because even if I do say no, all it would take is a guilt trip and I would fall for it. Basically to everybody, I was a machine that would pump out what was needed, whether it was needing something to get done, needing a ride somewhere, or needing money. Even if I didn't have the tools to get the job done, I would ALWAYS make the effort to come up with a solution which would even take up more of my time. What I have now realized is that I should only now say Yes to those that RESPECT me. Basically from now on I will always question "What do I get out of doing this favor?" Cause now it's an issue of RESPECT.
DAILY RECAP:
Thursday:
School, that's pretty much it
Have you ever had a Love Like This? It feels so heavenly when we kiss.....
Every Single Day....I'll give you my heart, I'll give you my soul.....
Ok I've been listening to New Wave Music a lot lately. It's funny how now when I listen to a song, I understand the words. They make sense. And I realize why.
Always, I want to be with you and make-believe with you and live in harmony harmony
DAILY RECAP:
Wednesday:
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