tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54328742011-04-21T13:57:36.821-05:00A cluster of events in the life of VernonVernonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13381789751391119990noreply@blogger.comBlogger1521100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5432874.post-1093773164573000642004-08-29T04:50:00.000-05:002004-08-29T04:53:37.190-05:00

OK SO THIS WILL PROBABLY BE MY LAST ENTRY ON THIS JOURNAL....... PLEASE CHANGE YOUR LINKS TO MY BRAND NEW WEBSITE!!!!! http://vernimal.com SEE YOU THERE!!!!!

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Thank you to all those who were able to come out to many of the events i held for my birthday....sorry even I wasn't able to make some of them.... I think i was in over my head when i made my schedule...but soon enough my pics will be up... until I get my DNS servers to cooperate with me, Me vernimal.com name is in hiatus at the moment... Until it gets fully operational, you can get to my brand

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Nine Days of Fun, Excitement, Memories Hope you can attend at least 1 Day 1 Saturday 8/14/04 Visions Nightclub Day 2 Sunday 8/15/04 Crobar Nightclub Day 3 Monday 8/16/04 Boom Boom Room @ Green Lantern Day 4 Tuesday 8/17/04 Tini Martini Day 5 Wednesday 8/18/04 6:30PM - 10PM SummerDance w/ Green Velvet Grant Park Harrison & Michigan 11PM - ? Whirl Wednesdays@Hunter's Nightclub Day 6

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I found this quiz to be unique and fun What Is Your Best Sexual Skill? Name: Age: Sex: MaleFemaleSexuality: StraightGayBisexualFlirting Skill Level - 60% Kissing Skill Level - 99% Cudding Skill Level - 21% Sex

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After 3 months of heartache and pain.....My Picture gallery on my new webpage FINALLY works!!!!! Now I can begin to migrate all my content from my old page since the missing link on my page is finally now completed!!! I am so overjoyed!!!! you will love my new web site!!!

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Wow, I can finally get back on track with everything. I been to hell, heaven, outerspace, and in the caves. It's been one pretty f@%@ed up month, but I've learned a lot and can be myself FINALLY!! Now that my parents know about me, I don't need to hide anything or lie anymore..... MY SUPER EXTENDO MONTHLY RECAP: Friday 5/21: Went to Hunters with Steve, Wayne, Randy, Paramedic Steve, to name a

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Hey Everybody! Just to let you know, I'm in the Gay Pride Parade tomorrow!!!! I'm in the Lakeside Pride Marching Band! I'll be the one with the red clarinet! You can't miss me!!! Hope to see you there!!!!

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This whole past month. has been a crazy rollercoaster for me. Much to my dismay I don't have the time at the moment to express what i've been through this past month. The biggest highlight though is that. I FINALLY TOLD MY MY MOM I WAS GAY last night. I feel so much better. The only obstacle left is my dad.......I'll elaborate on my month's journey hopefully tomorrow

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My Brother Vergil and Jeanette had a baby girl today --- http://vernimal.com/baby --- This is the baby website, leave a note for the baby and spread the word!!!!

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Wow I can't belive i've been writing on this thing for one entire year already. To my loyal readers, thank you for one year of adventures, it's been a trip, and the journey is far from over...... More later!! Trying to finish the video for the wedding tomorrow :)

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FIRST OF ALL, THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS FOR MY GRANDMOTHER. Lots have been going on these past few weeks. Sorry again for not posting any sooner. DAILY RECAP: Wednesday: 04/28/04 Left for Las Vegas. Chilled with Mike Seguban for the evening, then met up with Vic, Pam, Renoir, Abby, and Saq. For the day I visited Westin, Flamingo, Mandalay Bay, Luxor, Excalibur, Bellagio, Orleans, Paris, and

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My Dad's mom passed away last week in the Philippines EUFEMIA MALABANAN MAGSINO She was 98 years old. She is survived by 9 children(including my dad), 25 grandchildren (including ME), and several great-grandchildren (including my nephew Justin and niece Allura). My Mom and Dad left for the Philippines last weekend while I was in Las Vegas. I didn't know my grandmother at all cause I was here

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DAILY RECAP: Sunday 4/19: Chilled with Becky, then with Steve. We watched Queer As Folk. Monday 4/20: Hung out with Rijay and Joe Tuesday 4/21: Chilled at the house as always babysitting Wednesday 4/22: Babysitting Thursday 4/23: Another uneventful day Friday 4/24: Not much Saturday 4/25: Just another saturday Sunday 4/26: Went to eat for my Mom's birthday Monday 4/27: Hung out with

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So I finally watched Matrix Revolutions, and I'll say is I like how it ended. Even though I was disappointed in Matrix Reloaded. This third installment redeemed the fascination of the first movie. I'm even watching the Animatrix again right now to remember how everything tied together. It's pretty cool how the writers came up with this vast concept of the Matrix. I thoroughly enjoyed watching

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Friends come and go.......My friend Andy has been one of my very good friends since the dawn of my time. He grew up sort of across the street from me. He was my best friend back in the day when we were in grade school. We always hung out all the time, played video games, egged cars, things like that. Over the years since grade school, we drifted apart, but we still talk a good amount. Lately, He

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Babysitting actually isn't that bad. I love to watch my niece and nephew all the time. I enjoy spending the time with them even though they don't pay attention to me. Its the love I have for them that lets me tolerate them....They're actually cute. So I don't worry. I just love watching them play and enjoy themselves. It funny to sit and just see what they do. For example, sometimes Justin would

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All fares well on the home front. Hope everybody had a happy EASTER!!! I did. Well I watched Kill Bill Vol. 1 for the first time yesterday and it WAS one of THE BEST movies I have ever seen. Talk about One GORY movie. Cinematography was phenomenal. Choiceof music was superb. Uma Thurman, BAD ASS JOB!! she was so good as well as Lucy Liu. Now I'm so hyped to watch Kill Bill Vol. 2 this weekend. I

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I just got back from church with my parents. I'm not like a born-again Christian or anything like that but I do believe that I am Roman Catholic. Granted I don't go to church as much as I should, I still have a firm belief in God. Since today is Good Friday, at church the stations of the cross were emphasized. It got me to thinking a lot and today i have A LOT to say. All this is good insight on

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Ok a lot of you are wondering what's going on in my head. Basically, I've been reflecting on all the drama that i have endured these last 4 months. I have LEARNED A LOT and have GROWN A LOT. I've tuned myself to the channel of a better life for myself. I've OPENED MY EYES to reality of where my life is headed. Pretty much nowadays I have A LOT to say, because I want you to know what I have

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This poem came from the heart....... You are, You make, I will, I love by Vernon Magsino You are the one for me. You are special in my eyes. You are there when I need you. You are not like other guys. You are the first to love me completely. You are beautiful in every way. You are the only one I trust. You are honest with me every day. You make me feel special. You make me one happy fellow.

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Trust.....assured reliance on the character, ability, strength, or truth of someone or something.......one in which confidence is placed. In light of events of the past few months I don't know who to trust anymore. I've always placed a lot of trust in my friends especially my really good friends. Pretty much it always happens like you trust somebody completely until the backstab you or the

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Honesty and Integrity. Two very noble ideas. Someone once said to me that I need to work on my honesty and integrity. Well i have reevaluated myself and am a person of honesty and integrity. Lies will get you nowhere. Even if you say you are not telling the "whole truth" it's still a lie. It's a lie if you intended not to let the other person know what's really going on. To achieve this stature

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Joy....the emotion evoked by well-being, success, or good fortune or by the prospect of possessing what one desires. That is how I feel this very moment. I'm very happy and vivacious.......For those who know, you know why. I'm in a state of bliss. I don't think I've ever been THIS happy in my life. Everything is now making sense and I love it. I hope this feeling never ends. Yes of course I'm

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Respect is all I ask for. All my life, everyone has respected me for what I can do or what I can offer. I am a jack-of-all-trades. I can get things done. I am a very generous person in giving up my time for others or help them out in many ways. Suffice to say, I very rarely say no to anybody, which can be a bad thing. I am a good-natured person. I NEVER get angry or mad at anybody. I realize that

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Every Single Day....I'll give you my heart, I'll give you my soul..... Ok I've been listening to New Wave Music a lot lately. It's funny how now when I listen to a song, I understand the words. They make sense. And I realize why. Always, I want to be with you and make-believe with you and live in harmony harmony DAILY RECAP: Wednesday: Completed MIX18 Concessions! will be uploaded shortly

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Last night i was reminiscing about the old school New Wave Days with Abby. I even made a mix last night for her cause I was bored. It was fun listening to all the old tunes of Erasure, Bad Boys Blue, and Depeche Mode to name a few groups. Who can remember Warren Rigg, Blue System, and many other groups of that genre. Something to think about.... DAILY RECAP: Tuesday: Messed around on the

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I AM THE LUCKIEST GUY IN THE WORLD. I have never been more happier than I have been this past week. I am filled with happiness, joy, love, appreciation, respect. Basically 10 times more happier than I have EVER been. The emptiness in my life, for the first time, has been filled. I am entering into a new tangent in my life for the better. Nothing will ever make my glow disappear. Words

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Sorry everybody I haven't been around lately, or returning your calls or answering your emails. But yes I am around, mostly I have been keeping to myself. Please be patient with me, all things will get better. Another great poem from my friend Andy. If by Rudyard Kipling If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all

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Today I'm helping Eugene and Liz move. I've been studying like the past 2 hours. Now I'm just slacking off entering another entry on my journal thing. DAILY RECAP: Wednesday 2/25 Went to Hunter's and chilled with Ron. Fun as always yeay! Thursday 2/26 Went to "The Apartment" with Jem, Rijay, Joe, and Ray. Another fun time at the place I hate to go to. Got a good buzz after drinking 4

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After almost two months of pain, suffering, hurt, and heartache, I finally had the closure I was looking for. I am finally satisfied with what was presented to me. I finally was able to move on without looking back. Things will never ever be the same. I just hope the best for everybody involved. I thank you all for your patience throughout this whole ordeal. Even though we all will never be able

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Right now I'm chillin with Jason....he's a cool guy heheh........Oh YEAH THE WORLD FINALLY TURNED FOR THE BETTER. I FINALLY HAVE THE SATISFACTION OF CONTENT!!!!! More on this later!!!!!

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Was it something I said Or something you read Is changing your mind Is turning you around Is somebody wrong And somebody right What was it made up your mind What could change overnight And if all of your friends Who used to be mine Come down off the fence And swear that you’re fine I can hate you no more I can’t even the score Almost half of my life Just fell right on the floor Don’t you come

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I know things will never ever be the same....I just think of how it was.....and I have moved on......with only pictures to view the memories we've shared.......thank you for everything.......I just hope one day we'll be friends again. After all the we've been through, I ask myself was is worth every day of my life. But when I start to think of all you've done for me, I come to realize you were

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I found this good passage from my good friend Andy.......something to think about Revelations 21 : 3 - 6 I think that what happens as you get older is that you start to live more for others than you do for yourself. To see someone that you care about smile and appreciate you, to help someone through difficult times, to really live for others, and in turn, this becomes your life, to make the

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Not to much happened last week. It's just another week. Lots of fun stuff DAILY RECAP: Tuesday 1/27: Nothing interesting Wednesday 1/28: Went to Hunter's and hung out with Ron. Headed over to Spin with Alvic and finished the night at Charlie's with Greg. Thursday 1/29: Chilled Friday 1/30: Went to Hunter's then hung out with Brian. We were supposed to go to Roscoe's but that fell through.

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Please come now I think I'm falling I'm holding on to all I think is safe It seems I found the road to nowhere And I'm trying to escape I yelled back when I heard thunder But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking maybe six feet Ain't so far down I'm looking down now that it's over Reflecting on all of my mistakes I

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Talk about one of the best vacations i've ever been on. From beginning to end it was an experience of a life time. I realized that there are 2 kinds of vacations. Vacation #1: When you do nothing but relax the whole vacation. Vacation #2: When you have a timetable and you try to do everything possible. Of course since I was with my family Vacation #2 is what happened. Pretty much I had like no

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OK everybody!!! After a 1 year Hiatus MIX17 is finally up!!! Check it out. I think you'll like it.... The tracklisting will be posted up soon.

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Well I'm just hours away from going on vacation. I'm going to Miami and on a cruise to the Bahamas! I'll let you all know how my vacation was when I come back. DAILY RECAP: Wednesday: Went to Hunter's.

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Now comes the rocky part of the month. SOOO many ups and downs that I have gone through. Things Change.....People Change.... I will try to comment on how I was feeling on each day..... DAILY RECAP: Thursday 01/01: THE DAY OF REALIZATION At Hunters I can't believe I got my friend Dave to come. I haven't seen him in like 2 years! I was so happy he was able to share New Years with me. I also met

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Well finally I can get back into my daily journaling. Sorry it took so long but this past month has been a doozy. SOOO much has happened. In December I pretty much spent all my waking moments working on my christmas presents especially the one for my best friend Randy. His present took about 5 months (681 man hours) to complete. I made him a scrapbook of the past year. It was well worth the

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I'm just wishing you all a happy new year!!!! All is pretty much back to normal. I'm back in the game!!!! Yeay!!

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Just wishing everybody has a Happy Christmas, Kwanzaa, Hannukah, or just wishing a great day off for you all!!!

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SORRY I HAVEN"T POSTED IN A WHILE!!!! ALL WILL BE GOOD IN A FEW DAYS!!!!

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Ok, I've been on an eating for the last 3 hours. I've eaten tons of tacos, chips , and cookies constantly for the past 3 hours. At work today I went through at least 10 Reese's Peanut butter cups, 15 York Peppermint Patties, and 20 Hershey's Chocalate bar. I always eat and eat and eat. I've tried to gain weight, but I give up. DAILY RECAP: Tuesday: Scanned more pics for my webpage, they will be

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Unfortunately my sleeping schedule has always been messed up. I just woke up a few minutes go having slept pretty much since the last post. Basically I slept like 15 hours. Last friday night I slept about 17 hours. Usually I either oversleep or only sleep for like 3 hours. I never get the 8 hours a day rest that is normal for most people. DAILY RECAP: Monday: Sleep!!!!!!!!! STATUS: Music:

Vernonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13381789751391119990noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5432874.post-1070999791429296332003-12-08T23:02:00.000-06:002003-12-10T01:21:27.216-06:00

I finally have been making an effort to write on my journal every day. If you notice lately I have had at least one installment every day. I hope you are enjoying this journal of mine. Please feel free to leave a shout out to me. I'd love to hear your comments on here or on my guest book. Cheers!!! DAILY RECAP: Sunday: At Vic's house JP finally got a chance to meet Randy after hearing about him

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I enjoy making Video Yearbooks. A lot of people don't know this but I've been video-editing for about 10 years now. I remember making my very first montage. This was in sophomore year in high school. I had to do some sort of art project for my Scripture Survey class with Ms. Lamont. The project had to deal with a story in the Old Testament. I decided to do an abstract video of the creation story

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It's always good to be happy, feel happy. I just woke up a little bit ago. I feel so vibrant and joyful. When I was young, It seemed that life was so wonderful, a miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical. All the birds in the trees, They be singing so happily, so joyfully, oh playfully watching me. I'm so vibrant and slap-happy today. I enjoy having a positive outlook on life DAILY RECAP: Friday:

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I will reveal the details of what does it mean to BE VERNED!!! as well as how to BE VERNED!!! very soon......STAY TUNED!!!!!

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Today is one of my abnormal days where I'm just glued to the TV. I've been watching TV nonstop all day. Nowadays I think, just watching TV, like the sitcoms and the cartoons are a waste of precious time when I could be cleaning or working on the computer or something. But I guess you do sometimes need time to relax and let your mind wander. When I watch TV nowadays I try to stick to the News or

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Ok so Hunter's Held a fashion show tonight. It was ok. I don't think we were watching all the new clothes, we were watching all the hotties strut their stuff. Basically half the guys couldn't even model in the first place, although all the girls rocked of course. It was all in good fun, the fashion show was for charity anyways. ATTENTION: I'm adding a YOU HAVE BEEN VERNED!!! Category on my

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Well right now I'm watching the movie Babe and just hanging out before I head out to Hunters. I love the 3 funny mice in the movie as well as the stupid duck. I love the adorable dogs. Babe is such a great movie. DAILY RECAP: Wednesday: Nothing so far.... STATUS: Music: Safri-Duo - Samb-A-dagio Mood: Jittery Food: Pizza Puff and Cheese Fries Drink: Pepsi

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Sleep is Always good! DAILY RECAP: Tuesday: Sleeeppppp!!!! STATUS: Music: Alvin and the Chipmunks - Christmas Time Mood: Tired Food: Kalbi Drink: Orange Juice

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Well I've been frustrated wanting to talk to someone but never ever having the time to talk to that person. It's even more frustrating when that person keeps putting it off. But just trying to deal with the situation is hard but i guess it will have to wait AGAIN. Soon this will be resolved. the sooner the better. DAILY RECAP: Saturday: Went to Dominic's party at his apartment with Leo. The

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So there were not as many people as I thought that would go shopping the day after Thanksgiving. The lines this year were nothing compared to the lines the previous years. I remember times when it took like 2 hours to pay for your $20 VCR. At most this year a line would only take like 30 minutes. DAILY RECAP: Thursday: after dinner I played Halo with my brother Vic and with Jorel, Jerry, and

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Happy Turkey Day DAILY RECAP: Friday: We went to Visions for Angel's birthday. Then we all headed to Sandra's to hang out afterwards Saturday: Tom, Becky, Mark, Tim, Jessica, Yamilla, Joe, and I hung out at Tim's. When I dropped Yamilla and Joe off, I went to Best Buy and picked up Finding Nemo. I brought it back to Tim's and Tom, Becky, and I watched the great movie. Then Tom and I stopped

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So we are heading out to Visions tonight for Angel's birthday. It's going to be happy-happy-joy-joy. Right now I am hanging out at Yamilla's house while everyone gets ready for the night. Tom and I were about to go gamble in Elgin for a bit but opted not to when we looked at the time. DAILY RECAP: Thursday: Bought 4 pizza puff and a large cheese fries at U Dawg U. Ate all of it while watching

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Just wanted to say happy birthday to MELANIE!!!. I'll kiss your bootie any day.

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Ok so it is an early night back from Hunter's. Both Randy and I were not feeling to good. We were fine when we got there, but I think it was a combination of the pounding music and the alcohol that I drank that caused a reaction in my head to produce a bad headache. Randy was getting a headache as well. I'm gonna go get some sleep to get rid of this headache. DAILY RECAP: Tuesday: Pretty much

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Finding Nemo is one the greatest movies I have seen in a while. It was very intruiging throughout the movie. The Computer Animation was incredible. All the characters were very funny. It was one of the greatest ocean adventures yet. Lots of action, comedy, great plot development. The ocean life seemed very realistic. The graphics look very real. DAILY RECAP: Saturday: Went to Zentra. Pyscho's

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After a night of fun at Hunters, I'm winding down before going to my meeting in 2 hours. Lots and lots to drink and I'm all good. Red Bull and vodka, one after the other. Right now I'm setting up the pics to put up on my website and stuff. It'll be up soon. DAILY RECAP: Wednesday: Went to Hunters as always. I met up with Randy and Ron. We hung out. Both performed well as always. Hung out with

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Well, some people perceive a lot of things differently than I do. If you know me that well, you would see that my intentions have led to many misunderstandings. I do what I do because I enjoy seeing others happy especially all my friends. I would like to clear up that I have no hostile intentions. I just want the tranquilty of our friendships to supercede any bullshit that may lie below. My

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Last night the basement was a lake. Apparently a rock broke open a pipe in the basement and all the water from the rain poured in. Even now there is still water everywhere. Lots of stuff got ruined. This really sucks!!! Some of my pictures got wet :(. DAILY RECAP: Wednesday: Went to Hunter's, met up with Randy, Ron, Eric, and Mark there. Had a blast there as always Thursday: Worked on my

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Well my favorite club is finally reopened.........nuff said. Seeing old faces and meeting new ones.....crobar established many friendships that i still hold dear.....luv the new look.......i think we need to get there earlier to get in earlier....lots and lots of bars there now which is good....love the lighting and the sound system.....all the bartenders are great, especially Chariya :)......i

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Well for the past few months I have chosen not to play any video games or computer games. Yes I have plenty of games to choose from, but I feel that it is wasting my mind away. Instead of spending those 6 hours a day playing video games, I spend the time working on my webpage or working on something constructive. When I look back, yes video games are lots and lots of fun, but nowadays I'd much

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I'm so blessed that I NEVER get hangovers after drinking too much the night before. One of two things happens when I wake up; either I am refreshed, feeling like a million bucks in the morning or I'm still drunk from the night before. I NEVER get headaches or anything. Today I'm still drunk from last night. I still have that woozy swaying feeling. DAILY RECAP: Went to Hunter's and had a great

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I realize there is only 24 hours in a day. and supposedly we're supposed to be asleep 8 hours of it. What a waste of 1/3rd of the day. Granyed sleeping is great. I just wish there was more tim to accomplish stuff, cause 1/3rd of the day you are also working whcih doesn't leave much time to do much else. oh well!!! DAILY RECAP: Went to Chili's for my Cousin Gary's birthday. It was me, Vic, Pam,

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So finally my most favorite club of all time is reopening this weekend!!! I'm so looking forward to this weekend!!! I can't wait. So many memories. So many friendships made. It used to be my home away from home Crobar used to be my weekend hang out. But I know a lot has changed, so we'll see how the changes hold up!!!! DAILY RECAP: After Stephano left, I was updating my website. Then I headed

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Sometimes it sucks when you forget to set your alarm. You always try to set it before you go to sleep, but sometimes you just pass out even before you have time to set it. I myself have 7, yes 7 alarms that I use to wake myself up. My 7 alarms: 6:45 AM - My Alarm Clock Goes off 7:00 AM - My Computer Turns on (Very Loud) and DJ Vernimal Mix 16 - Remissions plays 7:15 AM - Cell Phone #1 Turns on(

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I hate going into the city during rush hour. Traffic traffic traffic. I always hit traffic going into the city because of that junction. I sit there and wait and wait as I drive 5 miles an hour. I can watch the sunset. I can listen to a whole cd while in traffic. There must be some easier way. I left my house for Gel and Deo's at like 6 or so. They don't live far in the city, but It took me like

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Ok so a lot of my friends know that I REALLY REALLY DO hate to go to "The apartment" night. It's always TOO crowded. the DJ REALLY REALLY REALLY SUCKS!!!. You can never find who you are looking for there. It sucks to try to get a drink. There is ABSOLUTELY NO dancing space. If you lost your friend that you came with, don't bother looking for them until after the club closes when everyone is

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To all the Cubs fans. How can you think that one incident justifies why the Cubs lost in the playoffs this year. That "Infamous fan" Steve Bartman happens to be one of my friends. We went to grade school together. Steve did what any normal fan would have done if you saw a ball coming toward you. Just don't make Steve the escapegoat for the 2003 Cubs baseball season fiasco. How my Wednesday Was.

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Friday So I headed to Marquita's Birthday party at DejaVu. It was a fun time. I even got the best parking spot, right in front of the bar. I chilled with Tony, Annette, and everybody else there. Then I headed to House of Blues to watch Timo Maas. I had a great time there hanging out with Randy and Manny. Timo Maas had a pretty good set but dragged a little bit at the end We met some cool people

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Just chillin at Vic's right now hanging out with Pam, Allura, and JP. We're going out to DejaVu tonight for Marquita's Birthday. Then I'm off to Timo Maas at House of Blues. It's gonna be awesome!!!

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So Today i got some work done on my webpage. I've been debating right now if I want to go to "the apartment" I probably won't. Right now I'm hanging out with Jem and Nancy just watching tv and stuff. I ate sooooo much today. My Food today consisted of pansit, beef afritada, fettucine alfredo, more pansit, more fettuchine, 3 peanut butter sandwiches, ice cream, lots and lots of goldfish and animal

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Well it's come down to making this journal about twice a week. Nowadays I'm usually sleeping and tired after work. But the best part is that I didn't have to work yesterday or today yeay!!!! Monday Chilled Mostly. Passed out pretty much right after work. I slept for like 14 hours. Sleep is ALWAYS good!!!!!! Tuesday Hung out at home mostly. Wednesday My day started at 3PM. Basically I pretty

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Thursday Pretty much chilled at home. No I didn't go to "the Apartment" for once. Friday Hung out with my sister-in-law Jeanette. Then went to Hunters and chilled with everybody like Nick, Mark, Steve, and Tim. I got really wasted Saturday Worked on my webpage and stuff a bit. Then headed to Brian's house and met up with Rijay, Yayo, Christina, Brian, Mondo, and everybody for D's Wedding shower

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Sunday Well Sunday after hanging out with Tom and Justin, I headed over to Vic's and chilled with Vic, Pam, Allura, Saq, Chris, and Jane. Chris and Jane were leaving on Monday for their honeymoon. We watched their wedding video for a bit. Then Vic, Chris, Saq, and I played Halo for a few hours. It was all good Monday Pretty much just slept Tuesday I bought a scanner really really cheap, and

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ok Wednesday Went to Hunter's for Whirl Wednesdays as usual. It was ok, the place was not as packed as it has been the previous 2 weeks, but adequate. We all had fun, fun, fun that night. Thursday Went bowling at Waveland Bowl with Sheilah, Emer, Jhoanne, Leah, Jame, Janice, and Mark. My goal was to get at least 100. I passed my goal in the first game, but bombed the second one. Then Nancy

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Well today kiddies pretty much i hung around the house after work, then Nancy came over and we headed to Vic and Pam's. Hungry as we were, we stopped by Taco Bell on the way. We watched the video from Chris and Jane's wedding. Allura was back from Vegas yeay!

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I think my blog is a little messed up. my last post did now appear. oh well. Saturday Went to Zentra with Nancy and met up with Randy, Manny, Oliver, and everyone else there. Great time as always. Then chilled at Sandra's afterwords. Sunday Visited Jon, Golda, and Jenny at their apartment in Lincoln Park. I headed over to Tony's and chilled there. Then pretty much just chilled at home. Monday

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Right now I'm hanging out with Nancy at Jane's crib. We are both infatuated with friendster at the moment. Later on we are heading to Zentra to meet up with Randy and everybody. Tonight will be a fun night. Yeay! On friday, pretty much just chilled. I hung out with Nick from work. We had a fun time just drinking and watching the movie "Mr. Deeds"

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Wednesday Whirl at hunter's went well! Over 800 people attended. Frida Lay was a great host. The Whirl n Twirl Boys rocked the house. Ken-E played great music. Thursday Went to the apartment for PJ's birthday and Jerry's birthday. Saw Jane and crew there. Fun times. I got to see Nancy for the first time in a while :). Friday Went to Green Velvet at House of Blues with Randy, Manny, Stephano,

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Friendster has been the best remedy to all this chaos right now. Just know I have a lot a friends builds my self-esteem up. I love you all :)

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To all who read thes past few entries: I'm gonna try to end it here, and try to keep myself busy. Only Time will heal this pain i have.

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I just watched "The Debut" while basking in my sorrows. It's a great movie to watch. The movie made me realize even more things that i didn't want to realize especially in the state of mind that i'm in right now. But what do you expect out of me? I"m not even sure myself. I try to keep my balance, but it's not working to my surprise right now.

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I worked today to help me keep my mind off this bug. My friends at work said that i didn't look like i was in the state of mind to work. But i persevered even though it sucked. For a while it was off my mind, but kept creeping back like every 10 minutes. Something s little as this shouldn't affect my work but it did. I know tomorrow will be even worse cause I'll still have had no sleep cause of

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Well I know i'm past this nervous breakdown, and i'm all cried out. I just wish all these feelings didn't kick in all at the same time. I just think all the circumstances of the past few days have led up to this point. I knew it was would happen someday, but i didn't think it would be now.

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Ok I haven't slept really last night, i was tossing and turning all night last night over this whole thing. Now i'm really cranky and just mor FRUSTRATED than anything. I like how this jurnal thing can really vent my frustration. Where I just want someone to talk to, but there's no one there. I think the only way through tonight is to vent all of this sorrow and feelings i have is on this. I'll

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Ok this bug is just a small hitch, but it makes me think about these past few months. Even though i know this bug will be partially resolved within the next 24 hours. This bug has 3 parts to its body. Its just not one part to it, it's this complex parasite that alone would not affect me at all. But all at the same time! this reALLY really sucks. I just wish i knew what i did to make this all

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I'm so ready to say so many things. I feel like i'm at an end. I've hit a brick wall, and yet I'm still stuck at the bottom of the well. Please pull me out of this dump. I just really hate hearing the truth from a trusted source, and not hearing it from those who are supposed to be your really good friends. The answer i will find out real soon, granted i've been through hell this past day and a

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It's been almost 24 hours that i've been in this depressed state. I'm no better that i was last night. I guess I'm just to scared to find out why. I could easily learn the answer, but i guess i'm too chicken to find out, lest i damage something that is perfectly sound. Advice given to me dictates that I SHOULD find out the answer to my melancholic state. But then again. I guess I'm just too

Vernonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13381789751391119990noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5432874.post-1063093692876563812003-09-09T02:48:00.000-05:002003-09-09T02:48:12.780-05:00

I'm really mixed with emotions right now. I feel hurt, betrayed, neglected, unappreciated, used, lied to, unwelcomed, inferior, lost, unwanted. When i thought everything was content, I've been a wreck these past few hours. Trying to sort out my life. Trying to figure out a lot of things. I feel like I'm totally overanalyzing the situation, but mostly i feel hurt. Really hurt. And now I'm in one

Vernonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13381789751391119990noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5432874.post-1062981203555759352003-09-07T19:33:00.000-05:002003-09-07T19:33:23.560-05:00

Sorry I haven't posted anything lately. I've been sick most of the time. Many apologies to my loyal readers!!!!! Friday Went to work as always. I felt a lot better. So then I went to Hunter's. I met up with everybody there like Randy, John, Nick, Tim, Aaron, David and a bunch of others. It was a great time as always. Getting drink after drink. Saturday Randy and I visited Joel at Best Buy.

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I just came back from Chinatown and I soo tired. I felt the urge to put something on my journal, since i've been so lazy these past few days. Sorry for the delay Saturday On my way to recovery from being REALLY REALLY Trashed. Pretty much, Randy and I just sat around the patio and talked all day. Then I developed all the pictures from our party and posted them on my webpage. That was pretty much

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Ok so Randy and I are still recovering from last night. I'm sure Patty's still passed out somewhere. I'm gonna try to piece together what happened last night from my point of view. Randy was trying to help me remember. But it's honestly still a daze. So here goes.... 4:30 PM I wake up having been a litte drunk from the night before. I get up check my mail and stuff. and then watch tv and stuff.

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Thursday So pretty much on my birthday I just chilled at home mostly. Relaxed and everything. Then I went to dinner with the family at Joe's Crabshack in Schaumberg. I was so happy Eugene and Liz were able to make it to my birthday dinner. I had a lot of shrimp, it was nice and tasty. hehehe. It took like an hour to get a table there, but the food was great. So then we head home. I was debating

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Well it's finally my birthday today. I don't feel any older. At least my insurance rates go down now. Well Last night I celebrated my birthday with Randy, Manny, Stephano, Nick, and my cousin Rose. We went to Hunters of course. I was so happy all of them could come out to drink with me, at least I was the one that was drunk.

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