Journal of the Vernimal
Friday, February 27, 2004
As Days go by
Today I'm helping Eugene and Liz move. I've been studying like the past 2 hours. Now I'm just slacking off entering another entry on my journal thing.
DAILY RECAP:
Wednesday 2/25
Went to Hunter's and chilled with Ron. Fun as always yeay!
Thursday 2/26
Went to "The Apartment" with Jem, Rijay, Joe, and Ray. Another fun time at the place I hate to go to. Got a good buzz after drinking 4 jager-bombs. fun fun
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
Closure.....finally
After almost two months of pain, suffering, hurt, and heartache, I finally had the closure I was looking for. I am finally satisfied with what was presented to me. I finally was able to move on without looking back. Things will never ever be the same. I just hope the best for everybody involved. I thank you all for your patience throughout this whole ordeal. Even though we all will never be able to hang out how we used to, I have always enjoyed the time we all had. I just hope things will be ok from now on. Even though I still feel short changed and used, at least I am content with myself and hope you are too. How I will proceed now is still uncertain. I'm just taking it day by day.
DAILY RECAP:
Thursday 2/19
Hung out with Rijay and Jem. Rijay and I went to ABT and visited Yayo and Mondo. Later I went to "The Apartment" and Allure. I really hate both those places.
Friday 2/20
Hung out with Randy and Jon at Jon's condo. Then chilled with Patty at her dorm at UIC. Then I had lunch with Becky in Chinatown. Then hung out at Juanito's with Joe and Mike. Later Joe and I hung out with Jason and Becky. Then I was off to Hunter's and chilled with Steve and Alvic.
Saturday 2/21
Studied for my test at Steve's. Then slept over at Juanito's. Yes I actually didn't go out on Saturday night
Sunday 2/22
I stopped by Sandra's to say hi to Jesse for his birthday. Then I stopped by Vu's to say hi for his birthday. I ate dinner with Becky and Laura at Subway. Then I went out to Crobar with Alvic and Gen. We met up with Norbert, Joel, Joe, and Josh there. It was a great time as always.
Monday 2/23
I was sick with the fever. I didn't get up much
Tuesday 2/24
Still sick and recovering
Wednesday 2/25
Not much today so far
Friday, February 20, 2004
Hanging out at Jason's
Right now I'm chillin with Jason....he's a cool guy heheh........Oh YEAH THE WORLD FINALLY TURNED FOR THE BETTER. I FINALLY HAVE THE SATISFACTION OF CONTENT!!!!! More on this later!!!!!
Thursday, February 19, 2004
Was It Something I Said?
Was it something I said
Or something you read
Is changing your mind
Is turning you around
Is somebody wrong
And somebody right
What was it made up your mind
What could change overnight
And if all of your friends
Who used to be mine
Come down off the fence
And swear that you’re fine
I can hate you no more
I can’t even the score
Almost half of my life
Just fell right on the floor
Don’t you come round here no more
Don’t you waste my time
Don’t you dare to phone me
Don’t even have me on your mind
Was there someone you now
Who won’t let you go
Their pushing you under
And bleeding you slow
They don’t want your time
They won’t give you mine
Their hands in your pocket
And your heart’s on the line
I’m know I’m not perfect
I wanted to be
I have this big mouth
It always contradicts me
You say you don’t know
I say anything goes
But if you think it’s over
Then this you should know
Don’t you come round here no more
Don’t you waste my time
Don’t you dare to phone me
Don’t even have me on your mind
Was it something I said
Or something you read
Is changing your mind
Is turning you around
Is somebody wrong
And somebody right
What was it made up your mind
What could change overnight
Was it something I said
Or something you read
Is changing your mind
Is turning you around
Those were the Times
I know things will never ever be the same....I just think of how it was.....and I have moved on......with only pictures to view the memories we've shared.......thank you for everything.......I just hope one day we'll be friends again.
After all the we've been through,
I ask myself was is worth every day of my life.
But when I start to think of all you've done for me,
I come to realize you were my everything.
Those were the times.
I will always remember with you.
You gave me so much in return.
I thank you for the years you spent with me.
Those were the times.
I will always remember with you.
You gave me so much in return.
I thank you for the strength you've given me.
Why did we give up the best of times
For ONE misunderstanding, still I can't explain.
Now all I have are pictures on my mind
Wondering what could have if we could bring back how it used to be.
Those were the times.
I will always remember with you.
You gave me so much in return.
I thank you for the years you spent with me.
Those were the times.
I will always remember with you.
You gave me so much in return.
I thank you for the strength you've given me.
I thank you for everything.
I only wish the best for you.
Even though we live separate lives,
Maybe one day we'll come together again.
Those were the times.
I will always remember with you.
You gave me so much in return.
I thank you for the years you spent with me.
Those were the times.
I will always remember with you.
You gave me so much in return.
I thank you for the strength you've given me.
I thank you for everything.
I only wish the best for you.
THOSE WERE THE TIMES
DAILY RECAP:
Thursday 2/12
Chilled with Brian, Jem, Rijay, and Eug.....nothing too exciting.
Friday 2/13
Ran errands with my grandmother......Went shopping for the ski trip.......Went over to Vergil's......
Hung out at Hunter's.....saw Steve, Tim, and a bunch of other friends there...
Saturday 2/14
SKI TRIP!!!!!!
Becky and I set off for Wisconsin Dells at like 7 AM. We got there at like 10AM. Everyone else wasn't ready til after 12PM.
We chilled and ate at McDonald's for lunch. We got to Devil's head at like 2PM. Bunny Hill heaven! Rijay and I tried some outrageous stunts. Skied til about 5 PM. Then We all congregated at the bar and had pizza. Skied some more afterwards. Rijay fell off the course and into the woods. I thought that was funny. After skiing we all had a blast hanging out in the cabin.
Sunday 2/15
We decide to eat lunch at Culver's before heading home. Then finally got home in the evening. Then I crashed.
Monday 2/16
Chilled at home, nothing exciting
Tuesday 2/17
Babysat my niece and nephew. I picked up my parents from the airport.
Wednesday 2/18
Hunters as always with Ron. It was fun as always!
Thursday, February 12, 2004
A Revelation
I found this good passage from my good friend Andy.......something to think about
Revelations 21 : 3 - 6
I think that what happens as you get older is that you start to live more for others than you do for yourself. To see someone that you care about smile and appreciate you, to help someone through difficult times, to really live for others, and in turn, this becomes your life, to make the lives of those you care about better, doing whatever it takes. Whether that be working the night shift until your hands become bleeding and calloused, putting aside everything, to just hear what was said to be heard, it's being who you are. Sincerity, being genuine in your motives, it's not enough to simply believe in your self, believe in your friends, your family, the people in your lives, something greater than yourself; and live for them, and they'll live with you. And that's most important, to live with people that believe in you, and people you can believe in too.
DAILY RECAP:
Thursday 2/5:
Hung out at home, chilled.
Friday 2/6:
Went to Hunters....had a lot of fun hanging out with Tim, Enrique, and so forth :)
Saturday 2/7:
Went to Visions with Joe, Jesse, Tony, Annette, and crew....met up with Juanito and Jem there.....then went to Visions with everybody.....saw Chris, Jerry, and their friends
Sunday 2/8:
Hung out with Becky and everybody at Tim's.......then hung out at Vu's with Becky, Kat, Tripp, Colin, and others....great time!......studied.......went to Crobar with Gen.....Crobar WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday 2/9:
Sleeeeeeeeeeeep!!!
Tuesday 2/10:
Nothing Special
Wednesday 2/11:
Went to Hunter's.......hung out with Ron, Jr, Nick, Mark, and everybody else.....had lots of fun!......yeay
Thursday, February 05, 2004
Just another week
Not to much happened last week. It's just another week. Lots of fun stuff
DAILY RECAP:
Tuesday 1/27:
Nothing interesting
Wednesday 1/28:
Went to Hunter's and hung out with Ron. Headed over to Spin with Alvic and finished the night at Charlie's with Greg.
Thursday 1/29:
Chilled
Friday 1/30:
Went to Hunter's then hung out with Brian. We were supposed to go to Roscoe's but that fell through. Then I went back to Hunter's and hung out with Tim to end the night.
Saturday 1/31:
Went to Vision's. IT WAS AWESOME. Judge Jules RULES!! I went with Rijay and Eugene and met everybody there! It was a blast!:
Sunday 2/1:
Hung out at Vu's apartment with Becky and her friends. I got to see my girl Char!!!! Then hung out with Juanito, Gen, Joe, Jesse, Jem, and everybody! We played spades and sang karaoke! I night to remember. Then went to Crobar and hung out with Joel and Owen .
Monday 2/2:
Studied most of the day
Tuesday 2/3:
Studied and went to class
Wednesday 2/4:
Hunter's as always with Ron and chilled with Bo and Dan
